In an attempt to act my age I went out to a paint party last night.

I've had 3 hours sleep *yawn*.Theres a reason why I only let my hair out once in 365 days! Dragged my sorry arse into the bedroom at around 4am after attempting to shower away all the paint (fail). Little person asleep on my side of the bed so I slide into little persons bed, literally slide in because his blankets are tucked in tight. 

5:50am. "Mummy?"

Little person hops on top of me, wraps his arms around my neck and starts talking. I have very vague recollection of conversation, questions about why theres a towel in his bed and that he saw the red paint in the bathroom and "wishes I could try that mummy". Rolled the little person off me (to which he then promptly flung his leg and arm over me) and told him that it's still dark, best we keep sleeping. 

7:10am. "Mum, wake up"

I attempt to open my eyes. Blinded by sunlight. Notice that half of me is resting easy on the bedside table because we're in a single bed. His highness is spread eagle. 

The rest of the morning is a blur of breakfast making, painting with the red paint (which was actually fake blood), looking for batteries and Buzz lightyear and LeapPad and jam sammies and and aaaaaand desperately pining for my bed. Lucky the kid is so cute ;) 

That ladies and gentlemen, is why I don't often act my age! *yawn*

On a more serious note - We have our appointment on Monday. Truly don't know what to expect, nor do I know what my/our reaction will be. I guess we've been avoiding the subject until we have a clearer diagnosis, it makes the waiting easier to bear. Now that we've had the zero sperm diagnosis I'm very anxious to get the ball rolling, I'd like to know what our options are and when we can start them! However, it'll all remain unclear until we have an appointment with fertility associates. I endeavour to post the outcome of the blood tests on Tuesday/Wednesday, I'd like to make sure that family know first (and also I'm back to work straight after the appointment and Monday night I'll be mega tired and still recovering from last night*sigh*). 

Now, time to sleep.

Night!